Just when you think the baby can't get any lower it does!! I feel like walking any extent of time makes it feel as though it may drop out. They say the full moon brings the babies out of the womb I am hoping mine likes to sleep through that moon phase. It was a full moon last night and I made it but tonight it is another one so I am a bit nervous about it.

Today all my inlaws are coming so I have been cleaning and now at 11:37am I am already exhausted. Thank goodness my husband is cooking for the whole crew of them b/c otherwise they'd be hungry. lol I am afraid to stand or walk when I feel like a watermelon might drop out of my body at a moments notice.

My husband went and bought over 100 dollars worth of fireworks so I hope that we don't get arrested. lol We just moved to TN and to this neighborhood so I really don't know the rules. There were several people shooting them off last night though so hopefully we'll be okay. I'd hate for my ride to the hospital to be in jail if I went into labor.lol

I didn't go to church this morning in fear of my water breaking in sunday school class. I just don't think I would've survived that embarrassment. lol

I am still not mentally prepared for the new addition. There has been sooooo much change in my life over the course of this pregnancy I haven't had time to properly process things. It doesn't help that when we moved here I went from having some really good friends to none. I went from a support group to being islotated. I went from having a husband who loves his job to one who hates it. To a place I knew my way around at and had lots of parks to a place I have no clue how to get around and doesn't have any parks. It's also hard because before when I couldn't get my husband to do things with us because he was tired from working it was no big deal because I had friends there who's husbands were in the military and their husbands were always gone so we'd all do stuff together so I didn't really feel as lonely. I can't help feeling now with two I am going to be more overwhelmed and more isolated other than of course family that comes to visit but that is nothing like having your friends. So keep praying for me please. Thanks!